Hm. So much has changed since i have last written in here. I worked at the Liberty this summer. It was a wonderful experience. I never would have expected to be as successful and make the impression I did. It has given hope in my future endeavers as a business person. My favorite memory from the Liberyt by far was the opening day pep rally. I had felt a job complete and couldnt have been more overjoyed with the final product. But i did miss miss youth. I felt as though i was in my thirties already.
This year at school so far has been nothing but lovely. Where I live is such a nicer enviroment than last year. I feel as though I can be myself and people will accept me here and i do not need to put on any type of act. For the first time in my life aside from my ongoing problem with weight, I feel comfortable in my own skin. I can feel myself changing and trying to become a "better" person. Perhaps better is not the correct word, maybe happier. This summer did a number on my confidence in nothing but positive ways. I was not expecting that at all. School is going to be extremely challeneging and I can feel myself growing apart from people I still cannot let go of. But that is life. College is about finding who you are and I never thought like that last year, but this year I am putting in such an effort to grow and change for the better. I just hope everyone around me will be willing to accept who I am trying to become.
Overall, I am very happy with that way things are going so far (knock on wood). My hopes for sophmore year is that i venture on some trips. I already have a few in mind, canada, nyc, jamaica, hopefully others, but money is tight still despite my tireless hours of working this summer. Anywho, I should probally get back to history. Nothing like reading about the new deal.